june 4, 2011

well today was interesting.. robby bought a ps3 yesterday even though i wanted a kinect but oh well. im sure ill play the ps3 too. robby leaves 2morrow and will be gone until tuesday. he will be in the field. im getting used to being alone but it doesnt get any easier. gary actually took a nap for me today. he crashed hard. and when he woke up he was ready to be crazy again! he was spinning around in the living room & ended up falling and hitting his head on the table so im sure he will wake up with a goose egg. but he didnt cry. he was shocked but then he started spinning again. he is so crazy. peyton pushed herself up on her hands & knees for the first time today! 1 step closer to crawling. she is starting to be a little piggy. which leads me to my complaining. we are on wic & our coupons expired yesterday from last month. well we whent to the store & i had everything on the belt thing ready to check out & the cashier says "these dont start until the 7th" so i was pissed. peyton was out of formula and almost out of baby food. i ended up going to the commisary & buying her enough to get until the 7th. the kids are getting so big so fast :( i was rocking peyton & he climbed up in the chair with us & wanted to hold peyton so i let him. i asked him if he was done and he said "no" so a few minutes later i said ok its time for sissy to go to bed. he agan said no. then i told him no gary ur not going to bed yet just sissy and he replied k.lol i love him so much. he is such a great big brother. i am so blessed to have such beautiful amazing kids. ive been missing my family a lot lately and i cannot wait to go home to visit in july. but part of me is dreading it. everytime we go home me & robby get into huge fights. i dont know why but we do. and we are finally getting back into a good place so im hoping this time will be differant.  i am so greatful though to have my army family. stephany is such a great friend and is always there when i need her. i miss kayla & heather a lot since they PCS'd to other places. i guess ive written enough. so good bye for now  :)